Clarity

When God allows you to see things, it is amazing.

As I have previously mentioned, I have suffered from eating disorder. While I am still doing great with that, there are times I want to give up.

We all know the effect the media has on eating disorders. Most people also know how the media digitally enhances girls' pictures to make them look skinnier than they are. Well last night I tried this technique out in Photoshop CS. I took a picture of a plus size model from the internet, a very beautiful girl, and it took all of 10 minutes to make inches smaller.




This made me sick.

However, I now see that God gives us all beautiful bodies. Whether our hipbones are too big or too small, God finds them just right. The supermodels and movie stars on magazine covers is not what God made me. I'm starting to find that alright with me.

God bless you all.